I’ve learned to do stuff on my own, instead of depending on people. I’m the kind of person that loves being around people but no one ever seems to be here for me, so I’m by myself. Sometimes, I feel lonely and unwanted. But I have to take the courage to get used to it because maybe I was meant to be independent. I guess I was born to stand alone.
The ones where you can just sit down with one of your close friends and completely spill out your thoughts/feelings. Like how you’re doing, what may be currently bothering you, what’s stressing you out, etc. And the best part, getting feedback or advice from that person you’re talking to that might actually understand what you’re going through. It makes me feel less alone, and happier that I don’t have to keep bottling up all of my emotions.
no i don’t have a tumblr. what is a tumblr.
Have a buch of friends that live near the beach, cute guys teaching you how to surf, having a bonfire with your friends at night, long walks to the beach wavy hair tans, well I can dream can’t i?
- teacher: ok everyone you're going to get into groups
- me: oh fuck
- me: social interaction
- me: what in here can i kill myself with
- me: oh god there isn't anything
- me: everyone is choosing groups and i'm sitting here alone
- me: why am i talking to myself
No shit, I’ve changed..I’m getting older. As you get older, you can’t avoid changing and maturing, it’s bound to happen. Being mad at someone for “changing” is the biggest bullshit I’ve ever heard. Everyone goes through changes and matures, and if you don’t you’re lying. Even a half decent friend would be able to accept their friend changing and would mature along with them. Just grow the fuck up.
People don’t legitimately like me. I’m not anyone’s favorite, best friend, nor “one and only”. They may tell me that I’m special to them and there’s no one else they could replace me with, but I already know it’s not true. There’s always going to be someone else they would choose over me any day. I’m never the first option, I always come in second place.
- Give you a back hug
- Lend you their jacket
- Hold the umbrella for you and lean it towards you so his shoulder gets wet
- Give you a piggy back ride
- Express their feelings
- Get jealous
- Secretly glance at you
- Carry stuff for you
- Sing to you